An Evening with AL

nothing much has been happening to me recently.....its just work work work...and work work puke....then gym, then sleep......

probably the highlight of the week is just an evening with a hongkee friend, met in fridae...lets call him AL...AL works in singapore, thus last weekend, they have a long weekend (Sg national day) .. yeah...while the singaporean are busy partying till monday, we malaysian have to drag our feet to work on monday morning.

i was quite excited to meet up with AL because his profile picture looks interesting. He wears a thick frame glass,with smooth and fair skin. Overall, he looks like chinese superman...nice, nerdy looking. I love those looks.

I smsed him on sunday nite for drinks, and then 'drinks' after that. I asked him where he wanted me to treat him...of all places, he decided Haagen Daaz....damn, felt like such a waste of money paying rm42 for just 2 cups of ice cream.... AL does look like his picture in Fridae, but i wasnt turned on by the actual person.....i wonder why....thus, i decided not to have 'drinks' after that....

after haagen daaz, he asked me if i wanted to grab some beer and head to his room....:) , i know where this is heading too...i agreed as my bf, JP dumped me that nite for Karaoke with his friends.....i have mixed feeling while walking towards his hotel...to do or not to do...should i back out while i still can???? and then i just tell myself "fuck it...whatever happens happens...if i can get it up with him, why not ? ...i have not have sex for like 3 weeks...."

we reach the hotel room, open up the beer...chit chat, gossiping, and he is such a good company...he can really talk and joke....but i wasn feeling the chemistry....after like 30 mins talking...i got lazy and sleepy....i informed him i am leaving soon..he came closer and started touching my cheeks, my thigh....i wasnt responsive...as i am getting up from the bed, he kiss my cheek and i smiled and said "thanks for the goodbye kiss" ....i got up, he stood and pulled my head towards him and he kissed me....i wasnt responsive too :p....just wasnt turned on and feeling lazy....he felt my resistance and he just smiled and opened the door for me....we bye-ed.

On my way home , i got this sms from AL

" i thought i would have something intimate with you but i felt like you dont want it, thanks for the night"

i replied (pretending)
"I wasnt expecting that ...i am shocked...anyways, i had a great time chatting with you"

he replied
"i thought you were expecting it. I felt sad that you dont like me. I thought you should"

i really think i am getting old. Work seems to have eliminate all my sexual drive....it seems like i am more interested with my 2 sex buddy who have been loyal to me throughout these years....my left hand and right hand....