i hate my boss. he is old, coward, slow and just talk too much..seriously....we were in the management meeting, where he is presenting his project to the GM. this project is already a screw up in the beginning and i was only involved because he seeks for my advise on certain things...CERTAIN THINGS like 5% only.....when he is presenting to the GM, he actually have the guts to use my name and quoted me wrongly....the project is already screw up, and to reduce the mess, i am assisting him...
in the presentation he mentioned " myself (boss) and xx(me) have discuss on this project thoroughly and this is the only solution WE have " ....he actually used the word WE. fuck him, i guess he do not want to be screw alone by the bosses.
then when the GM was upset , he said " BOTH of u did a bad job, u guys are idiots " ...that was it, i was so fucking MAD i could just punch my boss in the face
and then, that fucking old fart looked at me (as if i am the one doing the project) and said " XX(me) , i will discuss with you again how to do this...do it correctly next time" -->$%!#$#%^#$^#$#!$!##%@#% to you !!! fuck fuck you!
my boss is now in another meeting now....i am fucking gonna confront him and get him to explain the bullshit that just happen
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Blue Friday
I felt very bad on what happened yesterday.....JP is wonderful....he bought supper for me as i LOVE to eat, the past few weeks, he bought me 2 D&G Ts, 1 tiger onizuka shoe, and lots and lots of suppers..which explained my 1kg weight gain...
I was in my room with JP doing our own things with our computer...and i was actually having a friendly msn chat with a sexy friend, xx, nothing flirtatious. I am just asking him hows his vacation, when is the next time he is coming to KL, etc.....and then suddenly he blurted out "i miss you, do you miss me?? " ....i replied "yes, i miss you" , purely recripocating...but i dont miss him actually.....
AND THEN....he replied "you miss me or miss the sex??"...as soon as the statement appeared on my msn window, JP walks towards me and i have to quickly minimize the window and too bad he is suspecting something amiss.....he asked me to show him the chat session...i refuse, saying its a friend's secret....i cant share with him...he insist but i insist harder...in the end, he didnt get to see it and he went into giving the silent treatment throughout the nite.....and also this morning....
ya ya...i am a slut....whatever. Its good to remain anonymous, its not something that i would like to share with friends/family......
I was in my room with JP doing our own things with our computer...and i was actually having a friendly msn chat with a sexy friend, xx, nothing flirtatious. I am just asking him hows his vacation, when is the next time he is coming to KL, etc.....and then suddenly he blurted out "i miss you, do you miss me?? " ....i replied "yes, i miss you" , purely recripocating...but i dont miss him actually.....
AND THEN....he replied "you miss me or miss the sex??"...as soon as the statement appeared on my msn window, JP walks towards me and i have to quickly minimize the window and too bad he is suspecting something amiss.....he asked me to show him the chat session...i refuse, saying its a friend's secret....i cant share with him...he insist but i insist harder...in the end, he didnt get to see it and he went into giving the silent treatment throughout the nite.....and also this morning....
ya ya...i am a slut....whatever. Its good to remain anonymous, its not something that i would like to share with friends/family......
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
An Evening with AL
nothing much has been happening to me recently.....its just work work work...and work work puke....then gym, then sleep......
probably the highlight of the week is just an evening with a hongkee friend, met in fridae...lets call him AL...AL works in singapore, thus last weekend, they have a long weekend (Sg national day) .. yeah...while the singaporean are busy partying till monday, we malaysian have to drag our feet to work on monday morning.
i was quite excited to meet up with AL because his profile picture looks interesting. He wears a thick frame glass,with smooth and fair skin. Overall, he looks like chinese superman...nice, nerdy looking. I love those looks.
I smsed him on sunday nite for drinks, and then 'drinks' after that. I asked him where he wanted me to treat him...of all places, he decided Haagen Daaz....damn, felt like such a waste of money paying rm42 for just 2 cups of ice cream.... AL does look like his picture in Fridae, but i wasnt turned on by the actual person.....i wonder why....thus, i decided not to have 'drinks' after that....
after haagen daaz, he asked me if i wanted to grab some beer and head to his room....:) , i know where this is heading too...i agreed as my bf, JP dumped me that nite for Karaoke with his friends.....i have mixed feeling while walking towards his hotel...to do or not to do...should i back out while i still can???? and then i just tell myself "fuck it...whatever happens happens...if i can get it up with him, why not ? ...i have not have sex for like 3 weeks...."
we reach the hotel room, open up the beer...chit chat, gossiping, and he is such a good company...he can really talk and joke....but i wasn feeling the chemistry....after like 30 mins talking...i got lazy and sleepy....i informed him i am leaving soon..he came closer and started touching my cheeks, my thigh....i wasnt responsive...as i am getting up from the bed, he kiss my cheek and i smiled and said "thanks for the goodbye kiss" ....i got up, he stood and pulled my head towards him and he kissed me....i wasnt responsive too :p....just wasnt turned on and feeling lazy....he felt my resistance and he just smiled and opened the door for me....we bye-ed.
On my way home , i got this sms from AL
" i thought i would have something intimate with you but i felt like you dont want it, thanks for the night"
i replied (pretending)
"I wasnt expecting that ...i am shocked...anyways, i had a great time chatting with you"
he replied
"i thought you were expecting it. I felt sad that you dont like me. I thought you should"
i really think i am getting old. Work seems to have eliminate all my sexual drive....it seems like i am more interested with my 2 sex buddy who have been loyal to me throughout these years....my left hand and right hand....
probably the highlight of the week is just an evening with a hongkee friend, met in fridae...lets call him AL...AL works in singapore, thus last weekend, they have a long weekend (Sg national day) .. yeah...while the singaporean are busy partying till monday, we malaysian have to drag our feet to work on monday morning.
i was quite excited to meet up with AL because his profile picture looks interesting. He wears a thick frame glass,with smooth and fair skin. Overall, he looks like chinese superman...nice, nerdy looking. I love those looks.
I smsed him on sunday nite for drinks, and then 'drinks' after that. I asked him where he wanted me to treat him...of all places, he decided Haagen Daaz....damn, felt like such a waste of money paying rm42 for just 2 cups of ice cream.... AL does look like his picture in Fridae, but i wasnt turned on by the actual person.....i wonder why....thus, i decided not to have 'drinks' after that....
after haagen daaz, he asked me if i wanted to grab some beer and head to his room....:) , i know where this is heading too...i agreed as my bf, JP dumped me that nite for Karaoke with his friends.....i have mixed feeling while walking towards his hotel...to do or not to do...should i back out while i still can???? and then i just tell myself "fuck it...whatever happens happens...if i can get it up with him, why not ? ...i have not have sex for like 3 weeks...."
we reach the hotel room, open up the beer...chit chat, gossiping, and he is such a good company...he can really talk and joke....but i wasn feeling the chemistry....after like 30 mins talking...i got lazy and sleepy....i informed him i am leaving soon..he came closer and started touching my cheeks, my thigh....i wasnt responsive...as i am getting up from the bed, he kiss my cheek and i smiled and said "thanks for the goodbye kiss" ....i got up, he stood and pulled my head towards him and he kissed me....i wasnt responsive too :p....just wasnt turned on and feeling lazy....he felt my resistance and he just smiled and opened the door for me....we bye-ed.
On my way home , i got this sms from AL
" i thought i would have something intimate with you but i felt like you dont want it, thanks for the night"
i replied (pretending)
"I wasnt expecting that ...i am shocked...anyways, i had a great time chatting with you"
he replied
"i thought you were expecting it. I felt sad that you dont like me. I thought you should"
i really think i am getting old. Work seems to have eliminate all my sexual drive....it seems like i am more interested with my 2 sex buddy who have been loyal to me throughout these years....my left hand and right hand....
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