getting so headache with my work....i really hate it when i have to compile lots of informations into one single report to the management.....it is not just compiling. It includes rectifying previous shits, explaining the shits, and anaylysing the shits. god help me
taking a break from the septic tank, i decided to come out with my first draft of my new year resolution. Few has crossed my mind but no time to think it thoroughly. It may change a bit towards the new year. Here is my first draft.
1)75kg by March 09 :p ....this resolution started in 2000 and i renewed it yearly....something like our New Economic Policy.
2) Brush my teeth at night before going to bed.
3) Apply some skin product every night. (Have to live like a true gay)
4) Wake up at 7am in the morning on working days and leave my house by 730am.
5) Cut down spending
6) Read more books
7) Organize my workplace, i often find it very hard to differenciate important contracts and scrap papers on my table.
8) Clean my messy room on weekends.
9) More masturbation , less sex ... sex is getting boring. i keep getting bad bj ; go in , shoot , out...its too routine. masturbation save time, money, no need preparation and the sensation is as great. Besides, i have a wide selection of porns
10) with reference to point no 9 , maybe i should spice things up. maybe try some SM, use some tools, orgy, more 3 somes, maybe i should even play bottom (sucks)
11) avoid procrastination.
12) make more friends in the gym, i mean real friends.
13) Xue Hua Yu (learn mandarin)
14) OK...this might be the hardest, but by 1st Jan 2009 , i will forgive and forget, all my family/friends/backstabbers for all our misunderstanding. No more grudges, no more vengeance.
Thats what i can come out for now....will update by end of the month before 1st jan!!!
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Lust speaks louder than words
2 weeks ago, out from nowhere in the gym, , a late 30s man approached me while i was doing my chest press...." your first time here?" , quite a decent opening line. While i reply, my head start to wonder and analyze...i have been here for the past 1 year, coming 3-4 times a week and you dont notice me??? Oh, thanks to my lipo 6 :p...now at least i have more gym stories to share with my "sisters"
anyways, he intro himself as LK . cant really speak english and i cant really speak chinese....but i speak good body to body language :) . our whole 30 minutes conversation on the machines is a mixture of hokkien, mandarin, english, cantonese and i believe some primitive language came out of nowhere.
my brain took in all these languages and start processing the whole 30 minutes conversation. The following are the interpretation of LK conversation in layman term
1)lets fuck
2) lets fuck
3) lets fuck
4) lets fuck
interpretation of my conversation in layman term
1) sure
2)sure
3) hell yeah
4) wtf, its my first muscular guy, good looking mid age guy , no way i am gonna reject
The stupid thing is we made appointments on that weekend for 'tea' but forgot to take each other numbers down. It is until yesterday when we finally meet up again in the gym. exchanged number and i am meeting him later at 4pm in the midv
this meeting strictly for tea only, as i am leaving kl for penang by 7pm tonite.
anyways, he intro himself as LK . cant really speak english and i cant really speak chinese....but i speak good body to body language :) . our whole 30 minutes conversation on the machines is a mixture of hokkien, mandarin, english, cantonese and i believe some primitive language came out of nowhere.
my brain took in all these languages and start processing the whole 30 minutes conversation. The following are the interpretation of LK conversation in layman term
1)lets fuck
2) lets fuck
3) lets fuck
4) lets fuck
interpretation of my conversation in layman term
1) sure
2)sure
3) hell yeah
4) wtf, its my first muscular guy, good looking mid age guy , no way i am gonna reject
The stupid thing is we made appointments on that weekend for 'tea' but forgot to take each other numbers down. It is until yesterday when we finally meet up again in the gym. exchanged number and i am meeting him later at 4pm in the midv
this meeting strictly for tea only, as i am leaving kl for penang by 7pm tonite.
continue - emo post
Hmmm...i think i am the fucking emo bitch now...dont ever get me start, coz i never stop until i get my point across..
SC, even you looked like Brad Pitt or have a dick of a horse ...with your current mental issues...do you really think i will even consider you as bf??? i will even think twice before sleeping with you! hello~ , its not about your look or what fucking type i like.....its about how 2 individual connects....learn this. and stop your self pity attitude for god sake!!!! "no one likes me", "my mum is picking side" , "my mum favors my bro" and the emo list goes on and on....
yes....fucking rude statement from this biatch again...so, my bottomline, if you insist on this your virgo mentality thingy.....dont bother talking to me anymore...
SC, even you looked like Brad Pitt or have a dick of a horse ...with your current mental issues...do you really think i will even consider you as bf??? i will even think twice before sleeping with you! hello~ , its not about your look or what fucking type i like.....its about how 2 individual connects....learn this. and stop your self pity attitude for god sake!!!! "no one likes me", "my mum is picking side" , "my mum favors my bro" and the emo list goes on and on....
yes....fucking rude statement from this biatch again...so, my bottomline, if you insist on this your virgo mentality thingy.....dont bother talking to me anymore...
Dedicated to a little boy,SC -EMO POST
yesterday nite was rather disturbing...not exactly yesterday, i should say everytime SC chatted with me or sms me. The whole moment will suddenly turned into an emo moment....fucking annoying, yes FUCKING ANNOYING. its doesnt really affect me much but i am rather sadden for not able to help much in giving advise to SC. We have met face to face, chatted for quite some time ..and i had tell him about his negativity, i believe everyone in the world who care enough has told him about it....in the end, the result i get is "i am a virgo, you should know how a virgo think" from an SMS .
Wtf excuse is that? my parents are virgo, some of my close friends are virgo, but i dont see them being pyschotic and paranoid....literrally, SC is blaming his date of birth for the way he think...stupid isnt it?
The more i type, the more annoyed i get thinking about these 22 yo attitude....someone just need to grow up and stop giving excuse on his short fuse....his short fuse and paranoia is not getting him anyway. And he should stop wondering how come he dont have that much friends or complaining why he always have to initiate a conversation instead of others.....STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING
ISNT IT FUCKING OBVIOUS WHY PPL KEEP AVOIDING YOU??? "I WILL TRY" AND "I KNOW ABOUT MY WEAKNESS" IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH...." I WILL CHANGE" IS WHAT MATTERS LITTLE BOY!
ps...i dont feel sorry for this rude post, it is a wake up call and i have done my part as a new friend....cut me out if you dont like what you are reading and stop sms or chat with me...
Wtf excuse is that? my parents are virgo, some of my close friends are virgo, but i dont see them being pyschotic and paranoid....literrally, SC is blaming his date of birth for the way he think...stupid isnt it?
The more i type, the more annoyed i get thinking about these 22 yo attitude....someone just need to grow up and stop giving excuse on his short fuse....his short fuse and paranoia is not getting him anyway. And he should stop wondering how come he dont have that much friends or complaining why he always have to initiate a conversation instead of others.....STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING
ISNT IT FUCKING OBVIOUS WHY PPL KEEP AVOIDING YOU??? "I WILL TRY" AND "I KNOW ABOUT MY WEAKNESS" IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH...." I WILL CHANGE" IS WHAT MATTERS LITTLE BOY!
ps...i dont feel sorry for this rude post, it is a wake up call and i have done my part as a new friend....cut me out if you dont like what you are reading and stop sms or chat with me...
Always on your side-Sheryl Crow
This song is sooooooooo beautiful.....first time i heard about it during my bodypump class...love the lyric, love Sting , love Sheryl Crow...been repeating this song the whole morning...here are the lyrics.
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away Every now and then you come to mind 'Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game But when your name was called, you found a place to hide When you knew that I was always on your side Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent But my demons and my angels reappeared Leavin' only traces of the man you thought I'd be Too afraid to hear the words I'd always feared Leavin' you with only questions all these years But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally This isn't how it's really meant to be No it isn't how it's really meant to be Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear, Try to pull it close and make it stay Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away And I'm left to carry on and wonder why Even through it all, I'm always on your side But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally When this isn't how it's really meant to be No it isn't how it's really meant to be Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear How to pull it close and make it stay Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why Was it you that kept me wandering through this life When you know that I was always on your side
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away Every now and then you come to mind 'Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game But when your name was called, you found a place to hide When you knew that I was always on your side Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent But my demons and my angels reappeared Leavin' only traces of the man you thought I'd be Too afraid to hear the words I'd always feared Leavin' you with only questions all these years But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally This isn't how it's really meant to be No it isn't how it's really meant to be Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear, Try to pull it close and make it stay Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away And I'm left to carry on and wonder why Even through it all, I'm always on your side But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally When this isn't how it's really meant to be No it isn't how it's really meant to be Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear How to pull it close and make it stay Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why Was it you that kept me wandering through this life When you know that I was always on your side
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