Today , its just occurred to me that i am running out of true friends. My interpretation of true friends in simple...someone you trust your life on and someone u can always count on and vice versa. I always thought AT is my true friend (we even auditioned for amazing race asia together as best friends). I found out that i cant trust him anymore when he went and tell some of my straight friends about me being gay. He said he is doing me a favor because they already suspected it anyway and at the same time, so that i wont need to pretend when i am with them. The fact is some of my straight friends (5 males to be exact) are homo hating bastard (i just don't know why, its not even their business) . So, about 5 of my friends who is used to hang out with no longer contact me and just being indifferent when i met them face to face. Even one of them have the fucking guts to tell me on my face, "You are disgusting, and thats it for us". I know this is coming as back in the university, we are the macho macho guy...you know games, drinking, clubbing, flirting. And we constantly talking trash and make fun on gay people. I usually indirectly defended the gays by saying the 'its their life and their choices' type of speech.
Ya, my females friends on the other hands are very understanding and able to solve the mysteries why i am still not dating a girl despite my good looks (hehe). They are so excited when i told them i am dating JP for almost 2 years already. Although i lose some friends who i thought will be my friends for life, i get to know lots of other friends who are accepting me for who i am. Life right now is not to bad after all. Right now, instead of joining my straight friends for clubbing on saturday night, i am now joining my 'sisters' on the ladies nights! A good time to cruise for hot straight guys!
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