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Hi there, have you not heard that most bloggers are all a bunch of lonely people. Some gave up on relationships (friends, spouses, companion), some just want attention, some of them just dont have someone to listen to. I am all of the above. Putting JP aside, i am actually quite lonely in person. I keep a lot to myself a lot recently. Wow, i actually sounded like a serial rapist in the making.

See, lots of my straight friends cut ties with me after knowing i am gay, which actually hurts a lot because i knew them for years and we used to do lots of things together. AT which is the only gay friend i trust, kind of betrayed me by kicking me out of my own closet. (please read the previous post for more detail). I have lots of Hi-Bye friends in the gym which i am not interested to hangout with (i cant stand their 'fabolous'ness) . Which leaves me with only JP and my family.

How can i tell JP that i am actually attracted to Julian (Mr ChinaMan Secretary) or that i end up getting a blowjob in Cititel. I just need a place to vent. When i came across Sgboy's blog by accident, which is a very interesting blog. All he did is just let it all out in his post. I think to myself, i can do the same too. If i am so excited to share/vent , just do it online. Just imagine letting it all out to everyone randomly, except that, i do not need to reveal who am I.

So, anonymous, if you reading this, here is the elaborated version of my reply on your comment.